I Don't Care Anymore

I want to fade into the deep abyss of my self,

I want to leave the world a notice that I have now resigned,

I need to get out of the spot light,

I need my time to think.

I hope that no one’s listening,

I hope that no one cares,

because I can’t say anything,

because I don’t want to dare.

I wish to be invisible,

I wish you would leave,

I just can’t care anymore,

I just don’t want to be seen.

Do you wonder who did this,

Do you wonder what made me this way,

One day I’m talking and happy,

Today I hope to be gone.

Tomorrow you won’t know I’m gone,

Tomorrow I’ll be far from you,

But today I just want to be free,

Yes today I want you to leave me.

It was you who made me who you now see,

It’s you who makes it worse,

Just you who drove me to this,

Just you who made me have this attitude.

I’ve been ignored so much,

I’ve always been your doormat,

Now I’ve lived up to you expectations,

Now I’ve finally faded away.

You look sad and confused,

You know and I know I’m hurting you,

I’ve finally let you go,

I’ve finally wanted to be alone.

You stop me now with out a reason,

You probably never had one anyway,

Just let me go back in the darkness,

Just let me have my own reasons to stay.

Since I have no one’s guilt on my shoulders,

Since I finally have you satisfied,

I now am free to live in the shadows,

I now feel nothing anymore.

I know you think I am wrong,

I know I am leaving you heart broken,

But you’ve done it to me so many times,

You’ve made it your past time.

I’ve lost the battle,

I’ve won the war,

You made some mistakes,

And your right I don’t care anymore.