The unexpected

Written by: Felicia Spencer

AN: This one is a sad one. I hope you brought your hankies. I wanted to write a story about loss, and I came out with this. I hope you'll enjoy it. Don't forget to RR. Laters.

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You were an unexpected surprise

But still, I really loved you

I thought about our future together

And all the things we'd do

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At first I was a little bit timid

And yes I was afraid

I had to plan out the rest of our lives

The decision had been made

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I would stay with you forever

And raise you up the right, I say

I'd teach you the values of life

And guide you along the way

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I was ever so anxious

To see if you had my eyes

You were my unexpected gift

I somehow realized

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Oh you should've really seen

All the trinkets that I bought

All the lil baby toys

And clothing that I sought

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I was just so ready to see

Your pretty smile so big

I didn't know if you were a girl or boy

I just knew that you were my kid

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And I loved you so very much

Even though I didn't know your name

All I knew, was that you were mine

And that we were one in the same

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But then on one fateful day

I seemed to lose it all

It started off as tiny cramps

But I had to make that call

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I dialed 911 in a hurry

Afraid of my stomach pains

The ambulance came and carted me off

And I knew that things had changed

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My heart was beating really fast

And my temperature had dropped low

You may have come as a sweet surprise

But I didn't want you to go

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The rest of the day I don't remember

I don't know when they took you away

On that cold night in December

My love was far away

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I didn't get to say goodbye

Or look into your eyes

You'll never know how much I loved you so

Or how many tears I've cried

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So goodbye my sweet lil angel

And just know that you meant so much

Just know that you'll always stay in my heart

My lil angel that I could'nt touch