Ashley. That cursed little blue eyed girl who keeps so many secrets and hides so much. The Anti-Perfection and wannabe pretty girl. With too pale skin and too light eyes giving her a dead like appearance she wished was completed with jet black hair. But deep vermillion frames her perfectly flawed face. A wanna be pretty voice sings songs that blare from headphones wrapped around her ears. Lost n her little world. Ignoring her issues behind lyrics and other peoples problems. Loved by so many but she despises herself like no other. Wishing to be someone else, something else, anything but her. Wishing to be loved and held. Writing her morbidly emo poetry or her pretty fairyesque poems where the girl gets the girl. Her personality creates her to be this overly happy person, by nature she is. She's good at forgetting. Forgetting her pain and torment. But she keeps it inside. Hidden beneath her pretty make up and thick rimmed glasses. Tortured soul but happy too. She's a walking oxymoron. Her dreams are filled with black glitter and cartoon captions. Drifting down the rabbit hole to find her chesire cat. She's confused and so perfectly flawed.