You want to know what really hurts,
The thing that cuts me deep,
Its the fact that I
Have to cry myself to sleep,
When that blade wishes
To carve its love,
A satin smooth cut
Touched with satin smooth gloves,
Can't feel that cut anymore
The pain is gone I feel no more,
With three cuts in a row
Let my world go,
Time loves messing with your mind
Time has a funny way of making you blind,
I'm screaming but can’t be heard
I'm bleeding and can’t be cured,
I dreamt that mirror was in a crystal-blue river
As they cut my veins into slivers,
She swam in a blood-red pool
As they called her a fool,
As I saw the blissful blue fade
As my final lifeline was introduced to a cold blade,
My secret is a secret worth keeping
Just not the ones that come seeping,
Let my body be a piece of art
Portraying what I’ve wanted since the start,
The pet saved and let now to stand
But in the end bites my hand,
A poisoned fine blade
To cut and let life fade,
Ruptures bruised flesh
Inside I'm a mess,
Intestines spew on the floor
Plead for the feel of more,
Blood turns dingy black
Scoop up and put back,
The pool of life dark and still
Cannot stop this urge to kill.