Fill me with lies

By The Angel of Hope

Lie to me and tell me tomrrow will better. Tell me daddy wont cheat and mommy will stop disowning me.
Lie and say my addition wont control me, and if it doesn't i wont turn my white shirt red to deal with the pain.
Fill my head with lies of a day with out crying, or thoughts of death.
Soothe me with a lie of having a night where i sleep for once, with no nightmares of the past.
Wont you lie and say the whispers for once arn't about me?
Fill me with falce hope that the therapy is helping
How about a lie about my friends not really meaning it when they ask “why don't you just kill myself already?”
Fill my world with bitter sweet lies so that for this moment in time i can smile and think it's going to be ok for once.