Sometimes I lay awake

Trying to figure out

Why life has decided to hurt me

Why it thinks it's so funny

I turn my music up so loud

And try not to scream

But my hurts

My pains

My fears

Get the best of me

They say hate can be bundled

Up inside for so many years

Is that what's happening to me

Is my anger finally too strong

I scream louder

Louder still

Waiting for someone to come

But life has decide to play an evil joke

And it's making everyone not care