She felt somewhat agitated and angry at something but she had no idea at what. She had never felt more restless than she did right now. As she mad her way back into the party another song took stage that had the crowd looking at her strangely. The words did not click until she aught the lyrics blasting on the woofers and the DJ playing. She looked to see who the DJ was and instantly felt her blood run cold as she saw that it was he same DJ as the one that worked at Charlie's club and that he was pointedly staring at her angrily. The look was so intense that Suzy felt the urge to look away but instead faced it head on as she began to dance to the music.

BODIES FILL THE FIELDS I SEE, HUNGRY HEROES END

NO ONE TO PLAY SOLDIER NOW, NO ONE TO PRETEND

RUNNING BLIND THROUGH KILLING FIELDS, BRED TO KILL

THEM ALL

VICTIM OF WHAT SAID SHOULD BE

A SERVENT 'TIL I FALL

She swept her hand over the crowd and thn claspd her heart in an exxagerated way to show pain as she fell into a crouch from which she kicked up and flipped back on to her feet and started off a round of kicks and punches ended with a jump into the air with a rapid motion in the air that had her spinning to land on her feet as she stared off the crowd who was now interested.

SOLDIER BOY, MADE OF CLAY

NOW AND EMPTY SHELL

TWENTY ONE, ONLY SON

BUT HE SERVED US WELL

BRED TO KILL, NOT TO CARE

DO JUST AS WE SAY

FINISHED HERE, GREETING DEATH

HE'S YOURS TO TAKE AWAY

Another emerged from the crowd to face her off by repeating her stance and going through the motions as she had but he added a twist when he walked up to her face and pulled her haed back as he slid his finger across her neck and then kissed her nck and tried to carry her.

BACK TO THE FRONT

YOU WILL DO WHAT I SAY, WHEN I SAY

BACK TO THE FRONT

YOU WILL DIE WHEN I SAY, YOU MUST DIE

BACK TO THE FRONT

YOU COWARD

YOU SERVANT

YOU BLINDMAN

She would have none of it so she wrestled her way away from him and ran at him quick as possible and used his chest as a wall from which to push her weight agaist to perform a backflip and land on one hand. He stared at her surprised as he touched his chest where she had left an imprint.

BARKING OF MACHINEGUN FIRE, DOES NOTHING TO ME NOW

SOUNDING OF THE CLOCK THAT TICKS, GET USED TO IT

SOMEHOW

MORE A MAN, MORE STRIPES YOU BARE, GLORY SEEKER

TRENDS

BODIES FILL THE FIELDS I SEE

THE SLAUGHTER NEVER ENDS

He ran at her with his hands outstretched around the level she suspected her neck was. She watched him carefully as she manevered herself out of his range and moved to his right to grab a hold of his arm and bend the area between his elbow and wrist.

SOLDIER BOY, MADE OF CLAY

NOW AND EMPTY SHELL

TWENTY ONE, ONLY SON

BUT HE SERVED US WELL

BRED TO KILL, NOT TO CARE

DO JUST AS WE SAY

FINISHED HERE, GREETING DEATH

HE'S YOURS TO TAKE AWAY

He flinched but no more as the sound resounded throughout the room and the others tared at her horrified. She soon saw hat sh had not only broken it inside but she had managed to get the bone to portrude out and it was now spilling blood on them both and some in the room close to the action. She kept an even face as she looked at all in the crowd and then back to the boy's arm as she bent closer to his now fading face.

BACK TO THE FRONT

YOU WILL DO WHAT I SAY, WHEN I SAY

BACK TO THE FRONT

YOU WILL DIE WHEN I SAY, YOU MUST DIE

BACK TO THE FRONT

YOU COWARD

YOU SERVANT

YOU BLINDMAN

"You still have time to get to the healer's before a scar becomes inevitable. Go now and I will spare your life. You do remember the punishment for attacking a single female do you not?" she moved away a bit as to be able to see his expression. It was that of upmost clarity and horror as the knowledge sunk into his brain that she had only been playing and not completely serious. She had the grounds to kill him and no in anyway be punished like he could. He looked at her eyes for some sign of compassion or remorse for having injured him but saw nothing. It was like staring into a painting. Her eyes were emotionless and cold.

WHY AM I DYING?

KILL, HAVE NO FEAR

LIE, LIVE OFF LYING

HELL, HELL IS HERE

He took back his arm carefully as he made to leave the room and her cold stare. The crowd parted for him as they did, they started to get in closer around Szy and she noticed that some of the tougher guys were surrounding her. They were cracking their knuckles and looking at her with defiance and hate as they sized her up. She tipped her head to a side as she gave one the finger.

I WAS BORN FOR DYING

LIFE PLANNED OUT BEFORE MY BIRTH, NOTHING COULD I SAY

HAD NO CHANCE TO SEE MYSELF, MOULDED DAY BY DAY

LOOKING BACK I REALIZE, NOTHING HAVE I DONE

LEFT TO DIE WITH ONLY FRIEND

ALONE I CLENCH MY GUN

The guy saw red and rushed her head on. Suzy yawned as she put her hands on his shoulders and jumped over his head to land on the otherside. She turned her head to see as the big man crashed into two other guys. She giggled and crooked her finger at another guy to which he hesitated before lunging only to land on his face as Suzy moved away in time to tease him a bit.

SOLDIER BOY, MADE OF CLAY

NOW AND EMPTY SHELL

TWENTY ONE, ONLY SON

BUT HE SERVED US WELL

BRED TO KILL, NOT TO CARE

DO JUST AS WE SAY

FINISHED HERE, GREETING DEATH

HE'S YOURS TO TAKE AWAY

She stared at the remaining guys to see fear and hesitation at having some of their tougher guys having been beaten so easily by a girl. She flipped her hair as she stared off the DJ again only to see that he was now snarling at someone behind her because he kept shaking his head as if to tell her to leave away. She did no care to listen to an enemy's warning as she turned to see who was stalking her now.

BACK TO THE FRONT

YOU WILL DO WHAT I SAY, WHEN I SAY

BACK TO THE FRONT

YOU WILL DIE WHEN I SAY, YOU MUST DIE

BACK TO THE FRONT

YOU COWARD

YOU SERVANT

YOU BLINDMAN

She felt arms around her waist and an angry hissing in her ear as she was pulled away from the ring into a nervous crowd. She felt freaked and tried to get away but the person had a good hold on her and refused to be fased when she tried to scratch him. She felt a cool hand on her cheek as dull nails moved over her face toward her nose. Then the hand stopped and quickly flicked her nose. The DJ visibly winced as he turned away and got on his cell.

BACK TO THE FRONT

As they made their way out of the crowd and upstairs, she went willingly not from knowing who it was but rather because she had been confused by such a simple gesture. The words slowly faded away as the effects of the drink kicked in again and they walked down the dark halls into a room with a poster of bio-hazard on the door. The logical side f her mind tried to make a connection with the drink and her being dragged into a dark room but some nagging voice urged her to think on oter terms that what was about to happen was necessary because she was about to do something very important. That is, until she lost all sense and fell into a stupor of sounds and strange feelings. There had also been some strange pain she had been unable to find and sensations she had only conjurred up in her sleep.Then she was in pitch darkness.

She awoke to the sound of her vibrating cellphone. She thought it odd as she had it in her pocket. As she made to touch her pocket she noticed that she was in bed covered up under a light sheet and an arm draped over head. She looked under the sheet to see that she was completely and utterly naked. Along with that there was blood on the sheets and she was hurting in other places she had never knew were capable of hurting. She turned to face the other occupant in the bed to see the only face that she had ever felt capable of freezing all thoughts.

"Eduardo," her voice was raspy and his name came out in a whisper. She slowly got away from him toward a batch of clothes in which she found the remains of her shirt and pants. She did not bother to try and find her accessories. She turned off her alarm and made to get out of the room as quickly and quietly as possible until she saw an interting thing. A diary. It had his name on it and a heart around a strange symbol. Her hear wrenched as she looked from the book back to him. He loved another? Had this only been because he had known not another way to sate his lust for the one he truly cared for?

You love another. I hope you and her are very happy once I'm away from this place. She quietly left th room with tears in her eyes as she decided against going out the front doors and instead exit out the second story window. She managed to jump down nicely but then she heard the sounds of pursuit. She turned to see her kind after her and it wasn't for a good-bye kiss. Obviously she was in trouble for having broken the young male's arm. She ran as fast as she could toward the park. It was a goof nine blocks away with the cemetary next to it. Time seemed to fly by and the images around her seemed to be doing the same thing. Before she realized it she had lost the bracelet that Eduardo had given her on a grave stone. She ignored it as she neared her getaway car at the edge of it all. She hopped in through the sun roof. She quickly yelled at the driver to get moving as they left the wolves in the dust along with all that she had ever known and loved. She could no longer ever return home or be normal. She had been ruined and forsaken by all around her.

"You made good time ma'am." She nodded to him as he turned on the radio for her. She nearly broke into tears as she heard the song on air.

BROKEN THIS FRAGILE THING NOW

AND I CAN'T, I CAN'T PICK UP THE PIECES

I'VE THROWN MY WORDS ALL AROUND

BUT I CAN'T, I CAN'T GIVE YOU A REASON

I FEEL SO BROKEN UP

AND I GIVE UP

JUST WANT TO TELL YOU SO YOU KNOW

HERE I GO SCREAM MY LUNGS OUT

AND TRY TO GET TO YOU

YOU ARE MY ONLY ONE

I LET GO BUT THERE'S JUST NO ONE

THAT GETS ME LIKE YOU DO

YOU ARE MY ONLY, MY ONLY ONE

MADE MY MISTAKES LET YOU DOWN

AND I CAN'T, I CAN'T HOLD ON FOR TOO LONG

RAN MY WHOLE LIFE IN THE GROUND

AND I CAN'T, I CAN'T GET UP WHEN YOU'RE GONE

SOMETHING'S BREAKING UP

I FEEL LIKE GIVING UP

I WON'T WALK OUT UNTIL YOU KNOW

HERE I GO SCREAM MY LUNGS OUT

AND TRY TO GET TO YOU

YOU ARE MY ONLY ONE

I LET GO BUT THERE'S JUST NO ONE

THAT GETS ME LIKE YOU DO

YOU ARE MY ONLY, MY ONLY ONE

HERE I GO DISHONESTLY

LEAVE A NOTE

FOR YOU MY ONLY ONE

AND I KNOW

YOIU CAN SEE RIGHT THROUGH ME

SO LET ME GO

AND YOU WILL FIND SOMEONE

HERE I GO SCREAMS MY LUNGS OUT

AND TRY TO GET TO YOU

YOU ARE MY ONLY ONE

I LET GO BUT THERE'S JUST NO ONE

THAT GETS MELIKE YOU DO

YOU ARE MY ONLY, MY ONLY ONE

"I hope you like your new home," she spoke softly but he still heard her and from there hey continued idle chit chat to their new home far from everything.

"According to officials today, a body is yet to be found it is suspected that the missing girl was involved in some sort of cult. . . "

"Still no news or tips have ben given as to the whereabouts of the missing teen. Her parents say. . . "

"We just want our girl to come home safe and sound we want her to . . . "

"Many still continue to scour the graves after finding an article of hers which has been verifed to have been on her wrist the night of the disappearance. . . "

"It is suspected that she may be dead and now they have dogs following a scent to at least locate her body. . ."

"In other news, many gather to demonstrate their love and respect for the missing girl it is said. . . "

She laughed and continued to laugh as she saw all the reports. It was perfect how hre plan had fallen together. She turned off the TV as she went to pick up a child from her crib and into the night air with the others. She howled toward the full moon as let the words play in her head.

"Come home Suzy. We miss you very much." Sure, now they missed Suzy. The problem was, she did not miss them and she no longer was the same so the people had been right in a sense, she had died but only the old part of her that had had to flee from everything that she had ever loved.

"She was my friend and I hope she hears this and knows that we all love her very. . ." she ran through the forest as she killed a rabbit with her jaws in one bite to cut off the words. She no longer cared. Blood ran not only from the now dead rabbit but from her heart as she became more in tune with her beast and lost herself in blood lust. From a distance, even her baby could tell she was losing a battle within herself to win back what she had lost.