I’m so tired

Through my bones

Right to my soul

I’m exhausted

I’m so tired

Of roaming these halls

Of the chaos

Of the silence

I’m so tired

Of the people

Of the glitter

Of the dirt

I’m so tired

Of doubting myself

And then reassuring myself again

Of standing up

Of backing down

I’m so tired

Of climbing up

Only to slide down

And then start over again

I’m so tired

Of having the good dreams

Disappear with the alarm clock

At quarter after six

I’m so tired

Of these broken thoughts

And of having to tell them

To a piece of paper

These feelings are only weighing me down

I have to get rid of them, I know

But right now

I’m too tired

Too tired to fight it