|Do you think this is fun?
Author: scizophrenic-fairy PM
This deals with the after effects of cutting,how you really don't think you can stop and im my experience people tnhink it is fun this is telling them it is sooooo not!Rated: Fiction K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Words: 201 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12-04-05 - id: 2062871
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Do you think this is fun for me at all?
Watching my tears run from my eyes because I can't hide away
No more I can't cope this is no fun
Do you find this funny as I let the blood fall from my wrists?
This is not a game anymore it's a drug, which I can't escape
Does it even look like I'm having fun?
But all those words I said seem to add up to nothing now
When I'm sitting there with two choices I'm not having fun
I can't call you up anymore; it makes me feel so weak
I'm not having fun not anymore, when I give myself the choice
It just makes me cry so much I can't being having fun anymore
I just want to lock myself away and wish it all be gone
For no more scars to taint my future and all those stupid thoughts gone
But I'm not having fun anymore; I can't cope when I'm crying
It's not any fun and I don't think I can stop myself anymore.