The Most I Can Do

'It's going to be okay
Everything will be alright
From now on, it'll be like this
For nothing's going to change'

Who knew how this would be...
Maybe you knew
Maybe you contemplated this
Maybe you saw signs I didn't even know existed

And now I come to find
That it was just...
Momentary...

I'm sorry that you felt that way
I'm sorry for causing you pain
I'm sorry for so much that
I can't even begin to say

I'm sorry that I can't turn back the clock
And make things better for you...for us...
I'm sorry that...
The most I can do is say I'm sorry

And I'm sorry that even when I say I'm sorry,
I can't say it to you directly
Vagueness and complexity
Complications
Cowardice, even?

I'm just...
Sorry...