Look at what we have become I shoot you in my sleep

Watch the blood run down your face round you nose and over your pink lip tracing your neck then it stops

My heart does to

I still feel for you

I watch your eye those eyes pull my heart up painful and hold it so no blood moved I become cold and fight for air

Then you let go

I breathe deep cold breaths

that frezz my lung burning them

As you stand blood running down from the bullet hole

My stomach still lurches and I fall I run but can’t save you

Then I hate I build with anger you don’t need saving

You never saved me so then I watch you die

And Look at what I have become thanks to you

I wake and want

But then I remember and want to cry

I wipe that tear and remember the pain then the tears are stronger

I know I’m doing the right thing

But it hurts

But I know deep down where it feels dead your not playing this game your not burning with sadness your not dreaming of me your not feeling alone

Your not feel the pain I am

I want ask why

I’ll just cry a little