So Sorry
By: Funeral of Hearts

Note: Perfect only in imperfection.

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why.why.why(??) don't you love me anymore(if you ever did to begin with)? what did I do that was sofuckingwrong that you longed to discard your own flesh&blood?

i'msosorrythatIwasneveryourperfectdaughter.sorrythatImadeyourlifehell(I never-everever meant to hurt you).

i flee into the night(black-asmybrokenheart) screaming&crying.

runrunasfastasyoucan.you'llneverfindme(notlikeyouevencare).

all.i.want.is.to.be.loved.by.someone(butIdon'tevenlovemyself).theonlyonethat(n)everreturnedmyfeelingsisGONE(andmaynevereverbecomingback).

safety pins&needles rip the flesh(ohpleasedon'tkillmenow) to chastise the sins i have commited. i'msosorrydaddy,willyoueverforgiveme? yellow fingernails claw away my eyes(bleached.of.all.emotion) so i never have to see the toothmarks on my (emotionally)scarred wrists again.

youtoldmeIwasn'tworthyourtime.youtoldme(your-daughter)Iwasworthless.worthless.worthless.sososad.

you said(screamed) that you were better off if i were dead(butthememoryofmyimperfectionswillALWAYSliveon).

::am.i.really.such.a.pain(?)::

someone...please...holdme...asmyheartexplodes...

i.can't.hold.on.much.longer.