Scared
All the time, I’m scared
Of what tomorrow will bring
Of what I won’t bring to tomorrow

When it's time for me to go
On the judgment day
When I have nothing to show
What will they say?

“Should’ve tried harder,
Should’ve sacrificed more,
Should’ve done what needed,
When you couldn’t do it anymore.”

But I can’t
No more of this, I can’t
Do this now that the love is gone
Requirements are never fun

So I grasp my Buddha beads
My rosaries, my pentagram
And pray to my gods of fantasy
To make me more than what I am

To make me into someone
Worthy of mother Earth
Someone who’s dependable
Allow me to rebirth