Dearly Departed

S.N.M to Seth ::whack:: Remember this one? I hope you do!

I thought I needed you by my side.

I thought I could make you listen,

have you help me out.

But I know better now that I’m in pain

and there’s no path that I can take.

(Chorus)

And when your eyes closed for the last time

and I watched your breathing slow,

I could feel pain . . . I could feel anger . . .

I need to get over you someday.

But it just ain’t happening . . . today.

I need to get over your memory.

But I’m still having these odd dreams

Why are you still here with me?

I said good-bye with agony and pain.

The rose petals disappeared

and anger came back again.

You betrayed my trust, you led me to believe

that you going to help me.

That you going to save me

from this black hole I call suffering.

(Chorus)

(Bridge)

I sleep the restless sleep.

I cry the selfish tears.

I laugh the empty laugh.

I am a hollow shell,

a shadow of who I was,

a wraith of darkness, depression . . .

the raven betrayed by the snake.

And if only I could see your face again,

I might be able to let go

of everything . . .

(Chorus)

Does your spirit suffer in Hell?

Does it relax in Heaven?

Goodbye, dearly departed soul.

Against everything I’ve known and done . . . good-bye.