Unwanted Pregnancy

I'll have to break your heart

Most likely

Each kiss kills me

Each laugh cuts me

Each poke stabs me

Until I'm a broken shell

Shattered and scattered across the

Perfect floor

Waxed so many times

Polished

So flawless

Until life begins again

And perfection becomes nothing

But a mere figment

Of the rampant imaginations we possess

Knowing

Just knowing

That it's all just going to end

I am guilted for even letting it begin

Yet, you tell me you know

That I might be leaving soon

So why do you stick with me?

Cause you love me?

Cause you care?

Well, that's comforting

Somewhat at least

I really just hope you realize

That my departure means

The end of us

And the rebirth of you and

Me