I hold on to a past that I can not show

I remember sitting there

At the bottom of the stairs

Crying

Screaming

Pleading for you help

But you just sat there

Lying to my face

My soul was tangled

And strangled

My heart was ripped and bleeding

You left me there to die

You let the secrets go

Just let me live

Let me die

Just stay away

Please just hide

I'm now hiding the past

That you created

Cause everything is you

Always and forever

And nothing can ever change that

But none of that now matters

Cause that past you had playing in my head

Repeating itself all over again

Cutting apart my soul

Is now gone

Along with you

Down to the grave with your soul

Goes the past

That I once dread