I wonder why I ever thought you were the one

Why I even had you on my mind

When I most certainly wasn't on yours

I believed you when you said you loved me

When I gave you myself, you thanked me for letting you being the one

I believed you were sincere

I was wrong

I was wrong to think you loved me

You cared for me

You cared for no one but yourself

The betrayal hurt me deeply

So deeply I almost wanted to die

But I will live

I will tell our child never to trust men except for a select few

Never to let her or him self get hurt

The betrayal hurt but not as much as this

This child I carry

This child of yours

Will never know you

Will never see you

And you will never see them

For in your betrayal you lost your privilege as my lover

As their father