I have always wondered

What would happen

If I were to ever

See you again

Would I cry out

From the pain in my chest

Or smile politely

And wish you the best

Maybe I’d get mad

Because of how you left me broken apart

Perhaps laugh at you due to pity

And be glad that now you are gone I get a fresh start

But then you will smile at me

And my knees will buckle

You will walk away again

With a light-hearted chuckle

I will return home

All of my independence once again gone

My eyes will run dry from the loss of tears

Why do I wonder, when I knew this would happen all along