I cried while I was kissing you

but because your eyes were closed

you couldn't tell and I wouldn't say

so you would never know

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and I knew that as soon as it was over

it would be just like before

as if nothing had ever happened

as though we were nothing more

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and when you ran your fingers through my hair

and held me close to you

I tried to forget the pain I felt;

the pain that we both knew

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the tears started running down my face

and I had to control my heart

because if I started sobbing then

it would drive us further apart

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when you walked me home you held my hand

and I smiled like I always do

And though you would not know it,

I had cried while I was kissing you