Author: Reikou Hikari PM
[Oneshot] 'I had a dream. And that dream gave me a small goal. Perhaps a silly goal, but a goal that, to me, is worth even dying for' Kyuushi ponders over the fact that he would die to achieve something.Rated: Fiction K+ - English - Angst - Words: 681 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12-30-05 - Status: Complete - id: 2079973
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A/N: Uncanny how I always have ideas for one-shots but never chapters or real stories. -sighs-
This was inspired by a line in a DNAngel story I was reading randomly since I had nothing better to do. You may argue with that but I wouldn't actually be able to hear it unless you review it to me. -shaking head-
I'm still wondering about my sanity incase you're wondering. For reference, read the author's note for An Icy Heart.
You go ahead while I continue pondering on the subject of my sanity....
It was lunch and I was sitting up on the roof. I had my sketchbook on my lap since that was what I usually do when I was up here at lunch. Yes...I don't really exactly eat lunch. Never have time to bring my own. Too busy. I looked down on my drawing and continued adding the shadows to the ocean, trying to make it more realistic. I was drawing a sunset by the ocean since it was on my mind from that dream I had.
I sighed as I leaned against the ledge of the roof, staring up to the crystal blue sky. It was a lot like the eyes that belonged to my twin sister. She wasn't at school today. Mainly because she had to do somethiing for kaa-san. I wonder if it had anything to do with the new fashion show coming up....
The clouds floated by, reminding me of color that my twin loved. I swear. She loves white, black, and blue to much. I shook my head. Waaaaaay to distracting right now. I wonder what she's doing right now.....
....I'm getting off topic.
I looked down on my drawing, eyes wide since I hadn't noticed that I had been sketching while I was day-dreaming. I flipped to the last drawing I did which was done last night. It was a portrait of my twin sister, Kia. She didn't know that I had sketch this since she was staring off in a distance. Probably day-dreaming over things I don't really care. She had an off-look on in her eyes. It reminded me of a line I had read somewhere.
I smiled and wrote it down below the portrait since it described me and her quite a bit. How did I know? It was because she always told me repeatedly....
Did you know...I have a dream that I would do anything to fulfill?
Yea. You've told me many times....
At least listen to me one more time....
-a sigh- Fine. What was it again?
-looks up at the sky- I wish that I can be free.
-takenback- Well that's different from the last time.
-a laugh- I know. I just realized it. After all...our parents never really...let us out much do they?
Yes they do. After all, I can go to school and you model.
Yea but...I still wanna be free if you get my drift. I'll even die just so I can spread my wings and fly....
Well...I suppose we have another thing in common now.
Really now? The perfect son named Kyuushi actually wanting to be free and die to get it?
Oh shut it.
-a laugh- Well it's true. Being free...I wonder how it feels like.....-a sigh-
I felt my lips twitch to a smile. People saw us as twins who are nearly the same yet opposites. We saw each other as two people who wanna spread our wings and fly. Even if we have to die to achieve it....
I stood up and began my trip downstairs to get to my class, carefully not dropping the sketchbook in front of me.
I looked down on the sentence and smiled. Maybe it was true...for us anyway.....
I had a dream. And that dream gave me a small goal. Perhaps a silly goal, but a goal that, to me, is worth even dying for...