Why? Just why?

You don’t understand

Eyes locked away

Darkness outside

Confused, so scared

Edging always away

From all that is me

Either gestures

Just my feelings

All that I am

Repeating vain words

…

How? Just how?

So silly

So yours

Never searching

Any new questions

Just answers

You don’t understand

Why feel like this?

Why am I this?

Questions are easy

Answers are strange

You can’t understand

…

Look all around

This is why

The night is clear

The moon shines bright

And here I dance

Here in the cold

My mind so free

My smile so true

And around me

So many are

Dancers like me

Their smiles

Soft compassion

And I laugh

Pure feeling

While you ask

Keep asking

Why? Just how?

…

This is my answer

Smiles turned to me

Warmth of loving arms

Soft words in my ear

All the luck little one

Protection I’m enchased

For a moment I’m safe

There’s no evil nor cold

Even if shadows wave

Even if Winter smiles

I don’t care

Key word is moment

…

This is my answer

Old diary rests

Mistakes I have made

Stains and faults

Filling old pages

Drained from use

Paint tears marred

But past is past

Memories are that

Whispers of an era

…

I turned a new sheet

A new diary waiting

White pages so clean

For this new future

My pen will write soon

Just how, you ask?

I move on

Just why, you ask?

I live on

This is my answer

The reason for my smile

Because I can…

Do you understand now?

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