Why do I bother?
Why do I wasted my time?
It's like I'm running in circles
I try to tell people how I feel
But the words feel stale in my mouth and come out wrong
Lies lies lies
Thats all I can speak
When talking about feelings
I can't describe it
My mindraces and all I can do is lie
Jealousy, anger, love, pain
All hidden away
I hide strong emotions behind a smile
I hate pity
I hate worry
Keep your condolences to yourself
You don't really care
It's bullshit for you to try to comfort me when you're just feeding in to my lies
You're the cause
I lie to protect myself
I lie to stop feeling hurt
I lie to stop the envy
I lie to stop the pain
I lie to myself every day
Every day I wake up and assume it'll get better
But it never does
It never does