I'm in hell,
but I love you,
I hope you know that,
I won't be back
from where I'm going,
Looking to tears
but none are showing,
Hiding over the years
but not knowing,
I put you
through this,
But I'm sorry
I hate myself for it,
I take those pills
and sit in the water,
Did you know that warm
water makes the blood flow quicker?
Calm me down pills
and a blade,
Sitting back down
and now
fading.