Your words, carved so deep
That the bones broke and my
Lifeblood ( these lonely nights) poured
(no goodbye)
from this

Blades & butts scream my pain, keep me (real)
In this forsaken romance (do you love me now?)
Blood and embers fall, like dreams
Flesh decorated with scars so deep that
Leave me ( me again&again)
Open and waiting for you

So trace the swell of my (notsobeautiful) heart
Razor blade fingertips
Caress me (and pretend)
So that I know you love me

Your words
Glitter golden ( blind me)
I’m on my knees for you
(that’s how you always liked it)
Waiting. Wishing. Wanting. I s c r e a m, y o u s m i l e
I can’t deny that I’m chasing the love
We used to live.

Every star shines until it falls
(nothing more than an echo now . . . )
Just a memory, Just a reminder
Of how I’m dying for..
(Am I still alive?I've forgotten how to feel for anyone other than..)
.. you