Written April 22, 2005

“Time”

This pain is killing me

With each breath I take

I feel like I’m dying

I’m losing myself

I’m falling apart

I want to scream, cry

Anything to stop these thoughts

My head is aching, breaking

And I can’t think

I’m hurting on the inside

Time keeps going on

It won’t stop

I’m getting dizzy

It’s unstoppable

I watch the seconds tick by

Waiting anxiously

For the moment when time will be over

I’ll wait until my skin is wrinkled,

My hair white as snow

Body crippled and frail

I just want to see time stop

I wanna watch as time melts away

Watch as the hour crumbles, the minutes slip away

I dream

Of a land without time

Everything is the same

Everyday

Life and death

I’ll watch as nothing dies

Nothing lives

We are all just forgotten memories as a non-existing planet

And time never was

Time never did anything

Without time,

We are nothing

But I hate it

Watch as time passes and moves on

Wait for the day I’ll be gone

And do nothing