He whispers to me in the night

Waking me from pleasant dreams

Baby, I’ll always love you right

My secret

My love is not what it seems

He stares this beautiful boy

I let him caress, to touch and to kiss

Let me confess it brings me no joy

These thoughts I’ve learned to dismiss

He’s tried so hard

He’s brought me to his paradise

Don’t have the heart

To tell him how I really feel

That every moment here with him

Is another moment my life can’t begin

My heart is screaming

Tells me this is a fatal choice

Can everyone see I’m a fake?

My worry

Do my thoughts now have a voice?

Doesn’t notice, this beautiful boy

He can’t see the ruin inside

If I tell him it’s all one big ploy

If I tell him it’s all a lie

He’s tried so hard

He’s brought me to his paradise

Don’t have the heart

To tell him how I really feel

That every moment here with him

Is another moment my life can’t begin

So should I tell him?

My mind so confused

So should I tell him?

My mind so misused

I know there is something better

I have to search for something better