Two Thousand Six and ZeroZero, a Song fanfic

disappoint me
one more time, please
it's all you've
ever been able to do.

i'm so sick of this
disappointment.

wish that you could be
just a little bit of something
something more than this
do you even know what that is?

i'm so sick of this
disappointment.

you're nothing short
of another disaster falling faster.

does it give you satisfaction
knowing it only takes a fraction
of you to be appointed
to leave me disappointed?

once again you built me up
on a pedestal of love
that fell down every time
you made your own regime.

i'm so sick of this
disappointment.

you're nothing short
of another disaster falling faster.

and everything i ever knew
about the so-called you
was a falsehood that left me disappointed.

01.13.06

A/N: 'you' is actually referring to males as a whole, not a specific one. i've had three guys i liked getmarried on me in less than a year. i've had guys build me up in perfection, just to turn out to be someone compeltely different in the end. i've had guy constantly leaving me disappointed. why do i even bother anymore? well hoo-fucking-rah to the new year, eh? love to start out with an ungraceful blow.

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