rea/lie/ty

awkward silence paves the way
and still no moves, from day to day
but each knows how the other feels
though words don't pass, we know it's real

but what the fuck? how old is this?
since when do you know how to kiss?
and who the hell is this with you
to steal what we could never do?

how long have we been almost there?
and now you've given up? despaired?
but it's not you that's cast aside
i've lost already little pride

and still you walk with her and smile
while here i am, just left defiled
my only solace, though ugly, too
is that someday, she'll be done, too.

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A/N: dedicated to an anonymous friend, from their point of view.