author's note: this was just something I came up with today. I am feeling quite depressed as my wallet got stolen today and my friend lost her netball match. this is just a little something to express my sad feelings.

There's a sadness in me that i cannot define,

it settles heavily,

causing me more pain that i have to endure.

Having to smile on the outside but not on the inside kills me.

Having to say "i'm okay" everytime someone asks me if i am.

Peice by peice i'm falling apart, and no one even notices.

One day i will ask myself what im living for, there will be no answer.

But for now, i am living for you.