I Can’t See Up Anymore

Names hurt so much

Evil words in my ears

I see you falling once again

Why am I so weak

Take my hand

I’ll help you

Even though you’ve hurt me

I’ll still give you my all

I don’t have pride for this

You’ve hurt me but here I am

Just asking for another wound

All because I fear rejection

You’ll take me back

Shelter me in love and warm hugs

Then you’ll strike again

While you fall I watch helplessly

Trying to make you stop

You hit the bottom and blame me

I’ll give all I can to you

It all gets thrown back in my face

When I tell you how I feel

I hear only mean remarks

I’m scared to live now

Knowing I’ll do something wrong

You’ll just laugh in my face

When I finally let go and leave

I won’t take the blame anymore

You’ll have to help yourself

As I fear for my life outside these walls

All I hear is your laugh

They’ll all laugh at me too

Then I’ll make you take the blame

Once you dropped as low as me

You can’t see up anymore.

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A/N: this is kind of like how i feel about my sister... she was kind of evil to me when i was little... lol... i think that's why i'm so nice to my 2 little sisters... oh well.... i hope you like this!

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