Wishful Thinking

He’s so close

I wish he’d glance at me

Just once

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I can feel his presence

These endless minutes are torture

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I want to show him

I’m here

I’m alive

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He hates me

Despises me

I wish…

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I wish I didn’t want to care

That I didn’t want him so

I wouldn’t be trapped by darkness

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I wish I could just…

Let him go