Author's Note: Originally written on December 31, 2005.

This isn't how I imagined this night

I didn't think I'd still be without you now

Still I'm convinced it can only be a joke

Because something like this could only be a hoax

It's New Years Eve & all I want is you

It doesn't matter how cheerful anyone else is

When that ball drops all I'll see is you

But it could only be in my mind

Some may see this as a special night

But for me it's just another painful reminder

Because so many have gone on like it doesn't matter

But I never could because it was you that night

It's New Years Eve & all I want is you

It doesn't matter how cheerful anyone else is

When that ball drops all I'll see is you

But it could only be in my mind

It's strange knowing why

I'm not ready to kiss this year goodbye

Because you were here

Until October of this year

It's New Years Eve & all I want is you

It doesn't matter how cheerful anyone else is

When that ball drops all I'll see is you

But it could only be in my mind