We sit by the fire of a cozy mountain
lodge, reading newspapers and drying off melted snow. We’re
strangers to each other, and only the latest in a long line of
indifferent, wet intruders to the fire. As you continue your reading,
I ponder my toes.
They’re a bit claustrophobic in my shoes and socks, secretly
wanting the warm air’s companionship. They’re clammy as well, wet
and wrinkled and spongy from the snow. As I divert my attention back
to the paper, I realize that I no longer really notice my toes,
almost as if they had been amputated; yet when I decided I wanted to
think about them again they appeared for my mind to
grasp.
You read your paper and the fire crackles as I muse on this. In
curiosity, I dwell on my third arm, which I do not have though it is
long and slender and ends in a hand that always has as many fingers
as it needs. My third arm is warm and seems to have fallen asleep
from my sitting on it. I briefly become my legs to let it free,
before abandoning them and the rest of myself to explore the arm
fully.
I swing about aimlessly from a pivot-point on my chest, making a wide
arc that I retract briefly to avoid smacking you across the face.
Sweat from my long-folded skin evaporates quickly, leaving me cool
and dry. The joy I feel! It’s so good to stretch, to really exist
after so long. I unfurl my fingers now, and desiring sensation I
brush your face.
I’m you now, and as near as I can tell, you’re you too. I’m
still me, for that matter. I’m everything, I just don’t think
about it much. I see that which is/was me tracking some blank spot
with his eyes, as if he were trying to keep watch of an invisible,
twisting serpent.
The fire crackles. I/you smirk. He stares. Trying to distract myself
from my/his antics, I add a piece of wood to the fire.
So much warmth! I/the fire am/is a shifting, chaotic blob of energy,
devouring the wood and being fed more by myself/you. I/the fire
eat(s) this new offering quickly- too quickly- and I/you drop it in a
panic as I/the fire spread(s) onto
the floor, freed from the cage
of the moist interlopers.
I/you back away quickly, and gaze in silent astonishment at me/the
fire. I/it am/is burning brightly and brilliantly, along the wood and
up myself/him. I/he look(s) distressed for a moment, before finally
accepting me/the fire. I/it/we slowly devour(s) him as I did the
wood, and I/you could swear that in me/the fire I/he have/has three
arms. And then he is gone, and I am his ashes, and I am you, and I am
the fire, and I am everything.