
She just wants to be perfect. anorexia/bulemia theme
Rated: Fiction T - English - Angst - Words: 151 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 2 - Published: 01-22-06 - id: 2096297
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A/N: This is up for revision, I just needed to get it out - it was bothering me...so feel free to make suggestions. Read on.
Starving For Perfection
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Starving for perfection;
She's dying to be thin.
Nothing's ever good enough;
She's clawing at her skin.
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Outside she must be beautiful,
For within she is unsound.
The obsession only strengthens
With the loss of every pound.
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Always more to waste away;
She wants to disappear.
She lies to cover her condition,
The smile's a veneer.
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In hunger there is strength
And in pain there is perfection.
Her beauty lies in toilet bowls;
Her control within rejection.
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She retches up her failure;
She regurgitates her soul.
The desperate voices in her head
Begin to take their toll.
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There's a knock at the bathroom door.
Post-vomit shudders wrack her spine.
"Are you alright?"
Yeah…I'm fine.
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