Here it is

Holding me down with both hands so harshly

It’s like a pop quiz

And I’m passing this thing ever so sparsely

Will you stop pulling my hair?

And maybe prove that you care

Cuz it seems like everyday

I try to prove my point

And you look the other way

But

Chorus:

I’m

Not washing my pain

And I’m depressed when you try

Not taking credit for the deceptional ways

That you acted

(And I feel even sadder)

Now you smile and talk nicely like

All is okay

But no mama; it isn’t that way

Because you- kicked me to the curb

And I’m told just to forgive?

That’s not how I like to live

And there she goes

Telling you these lies painted so nicely

Though Mama, I know

The truth is far from what you think is precisely

See I give my point of view

But I’m just torn down; who’d expect from you?

The rejection has been piercing my soul

All you do is take apart the me

That was once whole

Cuz

Chorus:

I’m

Not washing my pain

And I’m depressed when you try

Not taking credit for the deceptional ways

That you acted

(And I feel even sadder)

Now you smile and talk nicely like

All is okay

But no mama; it isn’t that way

Because you- kicked me to the curb

And I’m told just to forgive?

That’s not how I like to live

I can’t trust you no more

Can’t rely on your arms

I don’t know when you’ll unexpectedly

Push me on the floor

Don’t deny for you’ve done it

It’s always when I’m trying

to live my life carefree

More problems fall down

And topple on me

I use to think you’d help me make it through

But now my problem is you

Even if you don’t think it’s true

Mama, you’ve gone adieu (goodbye)

Its okay, it’s okay

That it’s my heart you can’t heal

Put me down; disbelieve

If its how you feel

Even though

it leaves me sad

Because I always forgive

Its okay, it’s okay

If you don’t think

I’m a big deal