Downside of Love

and the breakdown and the heartache are all coming right on time
and the worthless tears pouring out of these worthless eyes
have a reason to have arrived
because a heart can mend only the softest breaks
but there's only so much that a heart can take
and there is one thing that is just to strong
and that is pain, and its breaking me to pieces
so freakingly insane
when I can feel your harsh words echo through my ears
then I can feel my whole self fall to your heels
and I hate this weak and I hate this soul
and I hate the way that you oh-so-know
what makes me break and what makes me proud
what makes me whole and what makes me
(oh most of all what makes me)
love
and I know if you searched you would find I am more than just a
little doll to drag around and show
and that cracking me apart will not break me apart
and that when you hold me I know it wont last
but most of all that even though I know how much I'm wasting on you
I cant get these words free from my heart because
I love you.