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No one Understands
by CarrotCraverCutie
....No one understands....
....The passion I feel....
....Moving my hands up and down the keys....
....Releasing my soul.....
....It’s a wonderful feeling....
....But....
....To be shot down.....
....That hurts so much....
....She doesn’t understand....
....No one does....
....Her words....
....Why can’t she see.....
....How much they have hurt me.....?
....She doesn’t understand....
....No one does....
....Between the black keys and white....
....A clash of sound....
....Ringing in my ears....
....It wasn’t the music....
....It was my heart....
.....Am I in indecision....?
....What is this hesitation....?
....What if it is true.....?
....Her words.....
....Are the true.....?
....Were all those people lying....
....When they said I was born to play....?
....Yes.....
....They probably were......
....Even so.....
....When they told me.....
....Even if it was a lie....
....It made me feel......
....happy.....
....They don’t understand.....
....No one does........
....And there I sat......
....Looking at the blessed music.....
....Laying before me.......
....I am forced to avert my unworthy eyes......
....I am ashamed......
....My eyes grew wide.....
....As I notice the small droplets of liquid......
....On the surface of the keys.....
....As I sit there dumbfounded......
....More crystalized substances fall from my pale cheeks....
....The more I played.....
....The more and faster they fell.....
....They wouldn’t stop......
....It’s not fare.....!
....They don’t understand.....!
....The things I do.....
....They aren’t to be taken for granted....!
....The only horrible thing here is you.....!
....The way you make fun.....
....The way you tease.....
....Everything about you is a nightmare to me.....!
....And yet.....
....You still dare to call yourself......
....A friend of mine.....
....How can you do this....?
....Have you no shame....?
....But you don’t understand.....
....No one does.....
....I straighten up from my crouched position....
....I hug myself in my arms.....
....I’ve been hurt.....
....Once again....
....I need someone.....
....Anyone.....
....To just.....
....Hold me in their arms.....
....To tell me it’s alright.....
....It’s alright to cry.....
....To be weak.....
....That’s what I need.....
....She doesn’t understand....
....No one does.....
....I play one last song....
....I’m swept away be my own song....
....Into the nothingness of the night.....
....Alone in the dark.....
....Moonless night....
....And I lose myself....
....Swaying.....
....Sighing.....
....Breathing.....
....Dying.....
....Sealed in my stone cold tomb.....
....Along side.....
....My blessed piano.....
....They don’t understand.....
....No one does.....
