There was a time not too long ago

I was ashamed of what I felt for you

In some ways I still do

But the reason why has changed

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My mind doesn't care that you're gone

I still love you like you never left

But I still cry because though I wish you hadn't

You still died that cold night

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I still hate how you left

Never thought you'd die alone

Never thought you'd do it like you did

Maybe that's why I still can't believe this

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My mind doesn't care that you're gone

I still love you like you never left

But I still cry because though I wish you hadn't

You still died that cold night

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Lost in the disbelief

Drowning in this grief

Now that it's you

There is no relief