POETRY IN MOTION VOL. 1 chapter 3

She smiled in a way that brightened up my day

I said that's okay I got it thank you anyway

She began small talk as if I saw her as a friend

You know how it goes; hey how are you and how long has it been?

I'm fine thank you but I’m in a hurry you see

She knew I was avoiding her she could always see through me

Does she even know she once broke my heart I began to wonder

Then she asked could she call me sometime and asked for my number

I didn’t want her once more in my life steady controlling the way I lived

I told her I’m sorry but I don’t think that’s a good idea

I promised to never let her again in my life my heart she would just attack

I left that coffee shop that night and never looked back

So now here I am asking god why

Why I wasn’t ready for my girlfriend’s love I thought as I rest my eyes

The darkness shines upon me a light

From then on I realize things are not what they seem

The answer to my questions where finally in sight

All through a vision disguised as a dream

I steadily glanced at the truth trying to maintain my composure

Then he spoke to me stating new love will not come unless I find closure

The thought hit me as if for the first this is what I see

That my heart belongs with only one and with that one is where I must be

Just as I thought by turning her down I could finally rejoice

Now I'm confused about where my heart is and it’s almost time to make a choice

I can be with my first love rebuilding on what was lost

If I cheat heart break knowing I may one day pay the cost

Or I can remain unhappy hoping things will one day change

Cause with either decision I chose to make things will never be the same