You love me not

Light slowly vanishes

Sun sinking in the sea

Prey of the horizon

I need not to see

The cold is the same

Another day has passed

Useless as all others

As it died without living

As it passed without waiting

Without me to follow

…

Noise echoes from somewhere

Not a once of pity in its wake

It cares not for me

It is not for me

The small spectator watching

Silent presence hidden outside

…

Silly mind wonders

Still dreams with abandon

Time holds it not

Seconds, minutes

Days and years...

Hope has settled

Queen of my heart

Holder of my steps

It leaves me not

…

So I wonder still

As my feet remain frozen

And my presence ignored

Did you ever love me?

Do you love me still?

…

I listen to yours words

I listen to the winds

The result is the same

Answer just as vague

What to believe I wonder…

Were those only lies?

Omitted images return

Run through my mind

Actions you made

And I just pushed away

Did you ever love me?

Do you love me still?

…

Repeated words sound

Delightful Poison

Making me wait

Keeping me here

And rain falls

On me, from myself

…

I held on

For so long, so Long

Eyes turned away

Ignoring your voice

To others in joy

Demanding to me

For me, All I had

All I could have

And my hands opened

My arms enfolded you

Protected you from harm,

From your sins

Your earned punishment

…

So stupid I was

For so long, so long

Trusting so freely

Without a reason

Oh Command of my Hope

Dreaded dictator inside

…

Sand castles torn apart

My dreams, my life

Built so slowly

Victims of your hands

Ice sculptures destroyed

My pain, my life

Daughters of my eyes

Fell at your feet

Stupid little fly I’ve been

So uncaring of neglect

Holding this beloved net

For so long, so long

My elusive little spider

How stupid I’ve been

…

Did you ever love me?

Do you love me still?

I care not to see you

Get away from me

Answer I don’t want

Lying in front of me

On that closed window

Where the light is born

Did you ever love me?

Do you love me still?

…

Your mind is a book

I care not to read

Close your pages to me

Angry lines chasing

Forcing me to see

Did you ever love me?

Do you love me still?

…

Oh my elusive spider

How many times?

How many have you said?

Those very same words?

How many flies lie dead?

Wings broken, heart shattered?

How many dreams behind?

…

You love me not

I know that now

Hope, you allowed me sight

And yet I close my eyes

I keep dreaming

I’m still hoping

My elusive spider

How stupid I am

…

I love you still…

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