Itsgoodtobe a l i v e

sickness surronds
and i want to scream
it’s just not fair that
i can be here
and she(he) is gone
I walk the streets
hopingtofind
the answer
-the answer without a question-
falling fast
I want to reach into the earth
And bring her back
I want to talk
I want to know
I want to see
I need more
-morethenthis-
I want to cry
But feel like I don’t belong
I’m not the one to
Mourn
Cry
Scream
Miss
Wish
It’s not me
I made too many mistakes
I want to bring her(him) back
But I can’t
I have to let her go
And it’s killing me
Because I never had her
And I h a t e it.