I see everything fall down,
each time i look in your eyes.
each time you hold my hand.
each time you bare that smile.

why must i?
torture my heart with this undying love.
conceal the truth from the one who saves me from life.
cause confusion in my soul.

Everytihng's so right,
when you kiss my lips
hold me in your arms
and tell me i love you.

but why must i?
continue to live this perfect lie.
keep running this race towards unforging hapiness.
desire to be with him instead of you.

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