You Can Breathe

Questions in my mind
Are swallowing me whole
I want to push them away
I want to be okay
But they wont go away
-they’re h a u n t i n g me-
I look out the window
I feel life
-it doesn’t seem fair-
I just want to know
I need the answers
If I was there sooner
Would she be okay?
Would her life still go on?
If I was different,
Would she be okay?
If I was there,
Would she be
A L I V E?
These questions in my mind
They are keeping me back
But at the end of the day
I push them away
I sleep
And I can breathe.