This would be the song Derek from the storie Puddle of Memories wrote when Kate lost her baby

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sweet angels safe I thought,

in heavens of loneliness I left

so ready to welcome my live

I never saw the danger she was

As drain drops clear the pestilence of loss,

I hold you near I hold you far

how to burn out the darkness from this loss

the walls between us grow

the silence burns into our souls

the love we build has burn and gone

no scars to find

Just the pestilence of this loss

I never should have left

how wrong we were to dream

was loneliness the cause

I never should have left

(this pestilence wont fade)

the darkness of this pain

( tomorrow wont erase)

As drain drops clear the pestilence of lost,

I hold you near I hold you far

how to burn out the darkness from this lost

I never should have left

(this pestilence wont fade)

the darkness of this pain

( tomorrow wont erase)