I thought...

I thought that I could lie to myself forever,
That I really had moved on, really had found someone else...
But I was foolish, I was young and naive.
You really are the one I’ve searched for all these years.

I thought that I had all the answers,
That if I say the words in my head, I could say them in my heart...
But I told it to myself, day after day.
I never will make the words sound any more true.

I thought that I might forge a new path,
That I would cover my eyes, and run blindly ahead...
But now I see that I’ve run in circles.
Here I am to fall at your feet once more.

I thought that I could lie to myself forever,
Maybe I’m just chasing silly dreams...
Because no matter how hard I try to accept it.
I’ll never tell you what I’ve come to deny.