I want to tell you

Burn in hell

But can't say it

I'm dying inside but don't portray it

I'm living a lie, but can't face it

I think I'm going to die I'm frustrated

You step on my tries and I hate it

I'm not fucking all right, I can't take it

This is my mistake 'cause I made it

Can't live this life can't I trade it?

I bleed to cry this is how I make it

You think you know but you don't

You say you'll help but you won't

You pretend to care but you don't give a shit

You're killing me inside but you don't see it

I ache and I try to take the pain away

I want to yell for help but don't know what to say

I want to cut a thousand scars

Red and innumerable as the stars

I hate you but I need you

You hurt me yet I love you

You make me want to burn and bleed too

In this darkness I have to feel through

Your familiar trait is to be cruel

In my hate my blood is my fuel

A thousand scars, you've etched on this jewel