You think you feel low?

Ok, well then tell all ofyour best friends in the world

To just ignore you and get mad at you for being upset

Then tellme which is worse

You think the world is out to get you,

That no one cares

But truly I’ve been here the whole time

And then when I make one choice

I’m dead to you?

Now tell me which is worse

How would you feel if every one of your friends,

The people you’ve known

Most of your life,

Slowly disappears and now they don’t want to come back

How would you feel if they turned their backs on you,

only to turn around to scream your mistakes in your face?

Tell me who feels worse

How about getting to the point where you just go numb

And your heart stops beating

And you give up all hope and trust

Do you know how it feels to lose the trust

you once had so strongly in someone, in everyone?

I wanna hear who’s worse

How does if feel to once be the “smart girl”

And then make one choice

And be dubbed “forever dumb”

Would you know?

Sometimes I can’t even trust myself

Do you know how that feels?

Honestly I would rather die then feel the stabbing pain

And then complete numbness

So before you go and turn your back on me

Forever

Just let me tell you this:

If you think you feel low,

Try living in my world for once.