i for an I

i'll never forgive
the person who cut me
and forced me to hate myself.
i can't find it in me to
love what i can't stand
so why even try to breathe?
i'm rushing and hiding
and trying to find me
before i am lost in the sea,
of lustful love
and dusty dreams
and everything i'll never be.

-Mizark
2/10/06