Why Am I so Lost
By: Tiffany My Friend!

A/N: For you Ky an Kris and myself, matt and anyone who has someone in their lives treating them like shit
Dont let anyone keep you down their not worth it... Love you

Why have i stumbled upon this cursed land
this cursed place where stranded broken hearts wonder an ponder to find something among them they have to live for.

Why have you said those words to me that broke my heart so continuously.
How could you mistreat me.
Because of you i am a lost soul wondering how i cared so much about me and you.

I walk on the school grounds looking at the places we sat an talked for 45 minutes everyday with no interuptions. A ghost is breathing down my neck. the anger this being has an anger waiting to release.

One day i walked into that room unhappy to see your face.
Whispers are all around me an i study the expressions on every souls face.
How the cruel intentions you had that day
to speak of a promise that you swore you would keep
Secrecy, trust, belief.
All things of me you stole away that day.

I thought i heard a little girl cry out
She wanted the support from the people she could trust
Why is this innocent creature so scared of the ghost in her closet

this is what i think of everyday
the anger i have inside of me that could devaste you
that could make you feel what pain is

I am not like you.
I will not sink down
I will not become a worthless wondering soul that walks the same streets and repeats her days of endless bloody nightmares
I will be above you
And when i look down i shall wave
Not for rude intentions
but to look at you walking your thoughts and repeating what others are doing.
You are my ghost
I am no longer afraid.