b l o o d y fingernails

your words spill over me
like hot wax
I want to scream
But you don’t give me the privelage
Of being more then what you expect
Closed mouth
And peirced souls
It’s all you want
You stand taller
than the world itself
I’m just small
In your eyes
Nothing more
Then I mistake
-a blimp in your life-
You hate me
And nothing is going to change your mind
I’m just
Boring
A bitch
Nothing
Loser
Beneath you
I can’t change
-and I won’t-
you have the problem
-you need to be fixed-
but every time you
glare at me and tell me
to dissapear
I fall back into it
I’m nothing more
Then b l o o d y fingernails